i am in the doldrums. things have simmered down and apathy is beginning to seethe in....

so i am not miserable. i get enough sleep now. is it a good trade-off? a few weeks ago, i would have said it was....but i dont know. it worries me that the storm is over and it's still cloudy. what is this, intermission? i refuse to believe that i've been left hanging again. nah, not this time...