here in the dark, i stand before you,
knowing this is my chance to show you my heart
this is the start, this is the start.


this week has been a rollercoaster. dense and intense. i dont know where it's leading. the feeling of uncertainty follows me everywhere, and it's exhilaratingly frightening. what am i to do?


what can i do, paul? "forget the past, strive ahead. live up to what i attained." i know i know. but it's scary to walk in the dark, and fear is so crippling.