chris tomlin, "need you now"


time for me to step out of the water
time for me to just loose my hold
and its time for me to leave here all that I've hoped for
could you take me where I need to go?




it's not just humility, but a compromising amount of humility, one that costs me something so coveted, and therefore so so valuable. my pride is perhaps the greatest of vices that i possess. that i cling on to soooo tightly.

my inability to take risks, even calculated ones. my sanity is slowly slipping away. enough wavering, second guessing. i must do what i've known for so long.


i cant.




i am waiting on your love
i am reaching for your touch
lost without you, God reach down
i need you now
i need you now