(@#*&$(@*!!!


i wish i had someone to just lay it allll out and let the person just sort it out for me. i cant figure this all out for the LIFE of me.

i got four books today. all four books had to do with disappointment with god, the search of god, the problem with pain. these titles made me kind of depressed. DUDE why cant i snap out of this.



on a lighter side, this yale ish is getting better. :]