prepare yourselves...

god. dammit. i wish certain people would just die. flat out flatline. there are humans on this world that dont deserve to be here. i dont know how i have so much hatred in me right now, but i do. i want to save the fucking world from these ass. holes. i want to cause them pain and scream at them that this is what it feels like on the other end. i want to strap them into a chair, tape their eyelids open and force them to watch a montage of all the shitty things they've done in their lives. pause, rewind, replay, repeat, slow motion (oh hell yeah, it dont look so good now, does it) i want every misdeed reciprocated onto its creator. GOD HOW GOOD WOULD IT FEEL TO HAVE THAT KIND OF POWER.

jesus h. christ, when did i suddenly revert back to an eye for an eye....it's so much harder to kill when you kill with kindness. i feel like giving up, i really really really do.

i need a hero

who'd dare to find me

fly to my rescue

and carry me home