so what the hell am i doing blogging when i have so much stuff to take care of...? blog is my version of a stress ball. i already have too many white hairs; i dont need jordan to go fishing through my hair any more than he already does. you know what weblogs are?!?! iw as thinking about this last night. remember in "harry potter and the goblet of fire" where harry goes into albus dumbledore's office and he finds the Pensieve?? (lisa does hahah) well for those of y'all who havent read the book, the pensieve is like this silverish bowl thing where dumbledore stores his memories. "One simply siphons the excess thoughts from one's mind, pours them into the basin, and examines them at one's leisure." blogger, livejournal, xanga...are all versions of the pensieve, ey? i was "like whoa..." last night. good times. so aiight, here we go:

all my friends are going to awesome places this fall. i'm so excited for them b/c i know they're all gonna kick ass wherever they go. i cant get myself to be all hyped about the next four years, but i'm sure that feeling will emerge eventually. it makes me so sad when i think that we only have a few more months together. and if lisa goes to air force, then she leaves in JUNE?! 'thehell....so i'm megabummed about that. dude, speaking of mega...remember megaman, the game for old school nintendo? that game was the shit. i remember watching my brother play it for hours and hours. it's up there with golgo13 and mario. dude, those were the days...

may 18 is fast approaching and it's scaring the hell out of me. i am not ready AT ALL for my violin recital. i'm gonna suck so bad, it' s gonna be embarrassing. i'm SUPER stressed for that. but i'm not doing anything about it. ah.. woe to me.

ah...ID quarter paper is gonna blow. :| and GUESS WHO'S GOING TO FAIL THE CALC AP. i missed way too much school. i'm so behind. i dont understand anything. i got a 49% on my last test :(. i am a disgrace to the asian community!

there are so many books i've been wanting to read and i havent started any of them. i'm literally starving for some good reading, for some good conversations. i've been reduced to idiot status. i'm such a lazy bum these days. all i do is watch alias episodes on my computer. they're so damn addicting.

shari, you are not an ignoramus. i take it back. haha

GET THIS SONG: "the look" by ryan tedder. thanks linds. i will watch boondock saints when i find the time.

COLDPLAY CONCERT IS SOON!! well not really, may 31, but still. i completely forgot i was going till today. i'm excited. dude, it was so fun trying to get those tickets. me and eugennie and jessica skipped our 6th period class to get 'em. wooh good times. it will be worth it. dude, all me and eugenia do in hamyln's class is take turns adding to our wannabe modern art pictures which end up having numerous fallic (sp?) symbols. speaking of dicks, who else liked camille paglia today during ID? i thought she was refreshing.

prom! woooh this friday. it is gonna be BOMB this year. timmy is tight. our limo is tight. party will (hopefully) be good too. i dont know how we're gonna cram 22 people though and dance to sister act. 'cause YOU KNOW my butt needs its own vip seating. but yeah, it's gonna be tight. i love having fun with my homies.

::sigh:: i must get to my duties. i wish i were five again.