my house is really eery right now...ever since the drive through canada, i'm so wigged out from any small thing. i'm afraid to open my door...soo instead i'll update this mother.

man...all i do is waste time. it makes me sad how much i waste time. i used to be so disciplined in my studies, and now i'm a bum. i found this game thing on my bro's profile and i've been playing it for HOURS. dude, click this only if you have a load of free time.

so i was doing some bullshit brainstorming and research for my id paper and i was listing asian stereotypes, and as i was listing them, it slowly dawned on me that i fit EVERY ONE OF THEM!!!! what the bloody hell is that about. but i'm not the typical korean, am i? i dont think i am. but dude, it was surprising. i was talking to liuliu and she was saying how it's weird at prep since you cant really be all asian there...you're almost forcefully whitewashed. which i guess is good in the sense that it allows you to understand the dominant culture better, but i dont know. it's a confusing matter, matey.

another thing that's bugging me some these days. i've become very "ahh...who cares" these days. like mr. brandon! wooh. anyway, so yeah i dont konw what to make of it. it's nice to not care for once, but things that i used to do on a daily basis (read) i'm not doing anymore. i've been neglecting many things. but i'm not as stressed anymore. i guess i'll just live this out. it's probably just a phase, like pogs. :)

funniest moment today: when the most random group of seniors played "boom chika boom boom boom" game. oh god, it was the funniest shit EVER. i was crying when i was watching matt j. just flailing his arms in the air b/c no one really explained to him the game. and jordan was all hyper for no reason so he was jumping all around while doing the moves. and i looked around when we were playing and hamyln was watching us with a "oh my god what are they doing" look. we're playing this again after prom -YOU know. hooooohhoh i love my seniors!!!!

so i was really proud of my taste buds today. i got some water from our arrowhead water dispenser thingie and i took a sip. immediately my taste buds detected an odd quality to this water. it was sweeter and more chemicallized (n.a.w. [not a word]). but it was water from the arrowhead bottle! what was going on??? so i asked my dad if this water was arrowhead water, and he said no, that we ran out so he poured other water into the bottle for the dispenser thingie. dude, good times. there should be a job occupation for something like this. i'd be a millionaire.