so now that i'm not in such a messed up mood, i'll write about the past few days...

new year's
all of us went to kate's house. if it werent for my stupid leg, it would have been super fun, but it was still fun as a gimp. the countdown was awesome, 'cause our whole class was there and stuff, and people werent tooo plastered at this time. but then it started going downhill from there. i heard SO many stories about what happened afterwards, but hell, i wouldnt know. i dont remember anything after 1. it was good times though.

gracie's birthday (jan 2nd)
me jen liuliu maya and grace went to promenade to eat, and then to santa monica pier to go nuts. we played DDR. dude it's so funny to watch people play ddr. jen and and liu liu and grace were pretty good. but maya...man you'd THINK she'd be coordinated and stuff, but nawwwwww. hahah. and then there was me, trying to stomp on the buttons with my crutch. haha, fun. ok, so then we rented bikes. OHHH man...ok so since i cant pedal or anything, we got a double seater, and i sat in the waaay back while jen and liuliu pedaled. it was the funniest thing ever. i was holding on for dear life. it took us like 15 minutes to get going, but after a while we got the hang of it. it was so pretty, just biking down to like venice beach on the PERFECT day. ok, so right at the end when we're about to turn in our bikes, we fall. and it wasnt just a fall. liuliu goes flying off the front, jen tumbles off to the side, and here i was with a frikkin metal thing between my leg holding the weight of a gigantic bike on my bad knee. i couldnt feel the pain right away because i was laughing so hard. and then after that we went back to the pier and went on rides. we went on this roller coaster and it was so pretty b/c it was right at sunset. adn then we went on this CRAZZZYYY spinning 360 gyro machine or something. and me and grace were screaming like crazy, with slobbber coming out of our mouths. and thennn we went on this viking dragon ride, and me and maya started to chant "one more time" and the worker was checking out maya so we got to go on it twice! woooh. ok, so then we spend FOREVER trying to fit five heads in a sticker picture, but it was cute, even though liuliu and maya's heads were 4 times smaller than ours. :) so then, we went to this baskteball game thing, and maya really wanted the Stanford basketball, but there was no way any of us would make the shot. so we all flirted with the worker, and HE was diggin maya too. but there was a camera so he couldnt just give it to us, so jen paid for one ball, grannie'ed it up, missed it by 100 miles, but grace was like "OHHHH" acting like she made it, so we caught on and pretended that jen made it, so it would appear in the camera that she made it. so the guy ended up giving us the stanford ball. woooh!H!

bad night
i had a shit night that's not worth going into

next morning with sev
so sev came over and helped me bake a cake for grace. it was good times..we caught up on some stuff while eating cake batter. but DUDE! the cake could have been a disaster. i forgot to reduce the heat from 350 to 325 and so it could have burnt, but i caught it just in time. WOOH! :) the cake turned out to be pretty good.

tHE DENTIST!
so then jen came over liek 30 min. after sev left and we went to ralphs to pick up some food for the night, and then to Chor's to order the chinese food,a ndthen to the coffee shop to kill time before my dentist appt. 3:00 eventually came around, and i forced jen to come into the operating room or whatever, but my phone rang and she picked it up and the doctor got mad so he kicked her out! oopps sorry. so anyway, i experienced 30 minutes of excruciating electric metal picking pain. eesssh...i never want to do that again. oh wait--too bad, i have to go next week. :( anyway, after that me and jen went back to Chor's to pick up the food. and i saw alex kang in line! it was nice seeing him. so then we went back home to prepare for the night's festivities.

bonfire!!
so all the girls minus maya (she had ish to deal with with her man..i hope it's all resolved by now) came over and loaded SO MUCH STUFF into lisa's monstrous expedition. then we blindfolded grace and we all piled into lisa's car. and off we drove to huntington beach. when we got there, we discovered that the wood from my backyard was shit, so me lisa and jazz went to go buy wood at Rite Aid. oh man...so i stayed in the car b/c i'm a gimp right now, and all these crazy hick people were walking around suspiciously in the parking lot. it was scary. so ANYWAY, we finally get the wood and go back to the bonfire. then we devoouuurreedd the chinese food. mMMmmm..the chow fun was goood stufff. steph young ate like 5 platefuls..eesh. so then we said a little something to grace into liuliu's camera, ate cake..opened presents, and then we just sat aroudn the fire roasting marshmallows and talking about sex mostly. haha, and some other stuff. anyway, it was a real chill time with my girls. man, i love you guys. ya hEAR?! i wanna be yer lubber. :) :) anyway, enough blogging. happy birthday grace. you're 18, LEGALLY blonde.

tomorrow
::sigh:: real quick> tomorrow is my bro's birthday. i'm gonna hang out with dan and shop for yet another present, and then go out to a big family dinner, and then if i'm not dead tired, go to a party. but i think i'm gonna pass out sometime around noon. soooo i'm out.