photos
i got a digital camera, so enjoy the photos that i take with them. check in often, i'll update it once in a while (for those who are mentally challenged, click the link under "photos" to get to 'em)

sleep
ok so i finally caught up on all the sleep that i missed out on this week. i rested my knee, too b/c it was killing me yesterday. dude..i slept so much. my bed..it's my new best friend.

tonight with sev
so me and sev hit up old town tonight. i asked her to come help the gimp (me) run some errands, but stupid me, i forgot the freeeeakkkinggg pants tha tmy bro wanted me to return to BR....ohw ell. old town's liek 3 minutes away from me. so me and sev went to barnes nad noble and jsut talked and chilled nad walked around. it would have been a good day, except for

the disappointing service at 21 choices
ok, that's a little misleading. the SERVICE was good. but...ok here's the deal. i've been dying to go back to 21 choices ever since 2 months ago when i had the BEST mix of yogurt and toppings. so i'm all excited and stuff and i order vanilla yogurt and pie crust. but they ran out of pie crust! WHAT IS THAT?!?! it was so disappointing. hahha the girl felt so bad for me, too, so she gave a whole lot of crushed graham crackers instead. but it's not the same b/c graham crackers get sogggy and ruins that grainy texture.. asssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhwwwwwweeftr43eeee...i was so mad. :(

regret again!
ok, so on the way home from old town, sev was telling me some story, and it got me thinking about how many stupidass things i've done in the past. and it made me so sad. just counting up all the times i put my life in jeopardy for the dumbest reasons..man it made me so sick. i felt like throwing up. just thinking about htese past few weeks. soemtimes i wanna slam my head into something to knock some sense into me. i feel so sick right now. ahh...and the sad thing is that i dont htink i would have been here if it WERENT for those stupid things. i know that the majority of those times were b/c i was going crazy and needed something to calm me down or get my mind offa things. and it's sad, well it makes me sad. :| i dont know

tomorrow
for the first time in a long time, i'm looking forward to going to church. i dont know...i feel like i need to get a lot of this guilt/regret-baggage off of me. and yeah, i still got a lot of problems with church, but i dotn know, there's something beyond all that ish that gives you a really good carwash or personwash, you know? i feel like i've been sitting in a stuffy crammed classroom on a rainy day, breathing stale, B.O. smelling air...and i want that feeling of going outside and being hit with cold, rain-air. refreshed- that's what i need to be. and the thing is, most of that comes from the kind of attitude i possess, so i hope i go in tomorrow with the right attitude, 'cause i'm in great need of some housecleaning in my head and heart right now.