today was an interesting day. this is why.

well the first thought that pops into mind is physics, where zach sat next to me AGAIN...he was annoying the hell out of me, so when he wasnt looking, i stole his calculator and wrote: "sitting next to you is analogous to shoving a pineapple up my butt" and he cracked up. :) i love it when i make my friends laugh.

ok and then during 2nd free, we decided to redraw for secret santa. it's all grace's fault (and maya's...how, i dont know. but she did SOMETHIGN i know..) b/c she lied to me and said she had me, so i felt bad (and gullible) and said that i had her too, and i wasnt lying. so she knew who had her. and everyone pretty much knew, so we redrew. now i have ??? and i know exactly waht to get her! i'm excited.
great books is getting better, too. freud is the man, even though i dont agree with him. i like how he writes. it's interesting as hell.
investments was fun, too. i cant believe we kept XM. that was the dumbest move! damn nick...what the heck is he thinking. haha...it's crazy how we can get so riled up in class and then just kid about it after. i like that.

tammy (kim)'s mom gave my mom a bag of tea balls a while ago, and i decided to try some today. it's SO COOL. the tea balls are the size of a miniboba, and you just drop a few of them in a cup of hot water, and they like fold out and break apart into these long strips of jasmine tea leaves. it smells so good. aroma therapy, bro.
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i want to be a philosopher. a scholar. a teacher. a reformer. a parent. a traveler. a feeler. a person who understands life in a whole new way after every bloody breath. man, what would i give to live like that.

i must say, i have experienced that "oceanic feeling" that freud talks about. and i think that if he had too, he would have viewed a lot of things differently. that feeling...it makes all the difference.