it's the last day of '02!

whoa...

paseo
well today was fun. gracie got back from korea, so me her liuliu and lisa went out to islands to eat. lisa was going nuts the whole time. and then, we dropped lisa off to her waterpolo practice, and then us three went to paseo to shop for grace's mom's present. oh man...me and liuliu were going NUTSS!!!! i mean...seriously we were bouncing off the walls. and then, i would walk and she would bump into me on purpose and knock my crutches out of my hands. and i would get soo pissed and we'd start up this huge mockfight in the middle of paseo mall. hahaha...it was so fun. and then wewere going wild in some makeup store. i made liuliu try on this nasssty brown lipstick. :) anyway, so now i'm home to rest my knee. and later all of us are going to kate's to parrhteeyy. i hope it's doesnt get too OC. but anyway...i wanted to look back at the year... so...

looking back
man...so much as happened this year. i feel like i;ve grown so much since january. just the way i look at things..the worries...the concerns that i used to have..they seem insignificant now. i guess that's how it always is...you know, with growing up. it's starting to hit me how little time i have till i'm off to college. and i dont feel ready. and i dont want to split up with everyone... :( everything is so precious these days. and this next year is gonna be the pinnacle of my life, where i'm really gonna live in the fast lane. and on one hand, it's scary as hell...feeling the ground flying under you at such a high speed...but then again, when am i ever gonna live like this, right? so yeah...no limits