you kno how you sometimes get into these moments where you are so grateful for all that you have? and all the stupid shit you complain about..it all kinda doesnt matter anymore? i guess i'm having one of them moments...where i am so thankful (hey!..and thanksgiving's only a few days away!) for everything...and when i look at my troubles in perspective, it makes things a little easier to bear. things i am grateful for: my mom who sacrifices SO much for me. and, who is SUPER cool right now because she got me a really nice blanket cover. my friends who've made me laugh when things are rough...for all of those good talks we've had...it's like chicken soup for the soul :). all this new music i've recently found that really hits me in the core. i love good music...it makes me so happy or so filled sometimes. for all the stuff i'm learning at school. some of it, especially these days, are s applicable to my life as it stands right now. and even for the shit i'm dealing with...it makes me learn things...and it opens my eyes to things...w/o trials, i dont think i'd ever grow.

so yeah....sometimes i dont know why i complain...i'm sure a few hours from now, i'll find plenty of reasons, but as of now...i have an overwhelming sense of gratitude for everything. it makes life so much sweeter. living in moments like these...you know?