::sigh:: only one more day. i decided that i am gonna make a serious effort to stop being all sad and just be happier in general. it's bringing everyone around me down too and that makes me sadder, and i'll just continue spiraling down to an endless pit of SADNESS. ohhh i dont want that. sooo....enough of that shitnizzle.

my cousin's are coming over from frisko! i'm so excited to see my little nephew and niece...they are adoooorrabblle. :) :) :) they make me so happy, even at the worst of times...just thinking about them makes me laugh. dont you love that? when you have those special memories that you can always go back to when you're blue...

well i havent really been at school this whole week. ive been sick as a mofo and my left tonsil is infected!! if it doesnt get better by turkey day, i dont know what i'll do...i have to eat JJUK the whole day while everyone else is feasting on thanksgiving delights! NOOO- o_O. anyway..i'm hoping i'll get better. this whole month has been shitty. ohh i cant wait till december! oohh things to look forward to for december...

- winter season! IT'S COOLLD!!
- snow! (hopefully)
- snow..BOARDING! yes...it has finally come. all my feverish dreams about snowboarding will finally go away :)
- christmas! the best holiday of the year! candy canes! christmas trees! christmas carols! santa halabuhgee! PRESENTS! wooohhooo...
- brian's coming home. this doesnt get an exclamation point because i'm not that excited about this. but, i hope he brings me presents!
- i find out about yale!! eeek..it's winding down. even though i dont particularily care if i get in or not, i still wanna know, you know? and frikkin every family relation can stop bugging me about it after i find out. either way...dec 15th is gonna be a momentus day!
- winter break! NO SCHOOL! ooohhh yeeeahh....party at the shim's residence! (jk jk..NEVER doing that again..)
- new years! fresh start. clean slate. new beginnings. cant wait.
- ho..that rhymed...
- everyone will be done with college app's by the time winter break is over, which means that people will be more laid back! jeesh...some people have their panties all twisted or something...but that'll be good. the college app stress all gone.
- my dad's gonna start on the front yard and back yard! woo hoo..cause it looks like DDONG as of now. this means that the inside of our house should be done..FINALLY...
- my bed frame is coming dec. 16th!
- SNOWBOARDING!
- i dont have to shave as often b/c i can just wear long pants all the time...hahhahahahaha JK JK :) :)
- lord of the rings is coming out! WOOHH! i'm so excited. orlando bloom..my future husband...
- i get a break...that's enough to make me excited about december. :)

anyway...i have to go to the market with mums to get groceries. i actualyl LOVE going to the market, esp. with my mom. i get to get whatever i want, and i dont hav eto pay!! :) i'm gnna get ice cream. YUM.

song: train: meet virginia. remember that song? it's soo gooodd!!