oh! i have to write about my terrible dream i had last night.. oh god...i woke up at 4 in the morning sobbing my eyes out and i couldnt go back to sleep till 6. this is how it went...

i was in my room reading some graphic chapter in Restoration when my brother comes in and says rudely, "iris, do my laundry."--- hmm...this would be easier in play format...

setting: in my rooom. i am reading some graphic chapter in Restoration.

enter: brian.

brian: iris, do my laundry
iris: what the heck?! WHAT"S WRONG WITH YOU?! DO YOU KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS???
brian: uh...no. but do my laundry.
iris (in tears): it's my 18th birthday! you forgot?!?! AGAIN?!
brian: oh...hmm...ok brb.

brian then goes to his room and comes back with a box filled with school supplies. it's ripped open and half of the stuff is gone. so he places a half-filled box of pencils and protractors on my bed.

brian: uhh..happy birthday sis.
iris (in a complete rage by now): how could you forget?!?! i always got you a present on your birthday! I GOT YOU a $300 leather jacket for your 18th birthday! (i really did. it is a really nice black jacket. :)) the closest you EvVER got to a present was getting me a nintendo game thing for christmas which you TOOK TO COLLEGE WITH YOU. ( i dont know if that is necessarily true. that's what my mom told me a few days ago).
brian: oh.....well can you do my laundry?

i wake up..i was so angry and started sobbing uncontrollably. i thought that my life was going to end and that everyone didnt care about me. i dont know what was going on with me...i finally fell back to sleep around 6 and woke up again in an hour. and i woke up and was like...oh my god...did i really just cry an hour ago b/c my brother, IN MY DREAM, gave me a box of pencils? what the hell is wrong with me? so then i thought it was jsut part of the dream, but no...next to my bed was a large pile of crumpled tissues. so it was true. i am pathetic.