i think my productivity level increases exponentially as the night gets later and later. i mean...i get practically nothing done till 10 or so...and then i start working like a beast. OH NO! :( i have orchestra rehearsal tomorrow... dont you hate it when you suddenly realize that you have some shitty thing to do?? ugh - o - rama...

i'm writing my rec dates for teacher recommendations and am slowly coming to the sad realization that i am not gonna get into any of these schools. i always aim too high...anyway...even when life's in the crapper, the weather can always bring me up. WHO LOVES THIS WEATHER??! i do.. :) the chill cheers me up so much. i'm a different person in the winter than the iris in the summer. annd....it's snowboarding season! (well almost...nov. 7 is opening day for mammoth...woowee )

it is so depressing to watch tv news now. apparently, the intellectual capacity of the average Joe has shrunk a considerable amount in the past few years..or maybe it's just me.. i dont know. off to work, i'm wasting the valuable worktime after 10